This? This is me: living on lattes

for class we have to assign images to the text of our song. My song sings this chorus THREE TIMES, and the last two times are right after each other.

I will never leave you
I will never go away.
We were meant to share each moment
Beside you is where I will stay
Ever more and always we’ll be one
Though we’re two
For I will never leave you.

It’s from a show called Side Show, and my duet partner and I have done some really good work on the story and connection between the two of us, and all that jazz… but finding Images in these lyrics, and trying to find three different images for these lyrics (one for each time the chorus is sung), is NOT EASY.

/ rant. 

My powers of resistance are useless against stupid surveys like this. :P blah.

Have you kissed more than 4 people this year?

since January? uhhh… No. I’m at 3. 

You’re at the doctors and they tell you you are pregnant. First reaction?
“SHIT! No one tell ANYONE, he and I will figure out what the hell to do…. fuck….” 

Have you ever kissed anybody whose name starts with a A,B,J,T,K,M?
B, M, J, A, and K for sure. I can’t think of any T people though…. 

Ready to get really deep now?
Thats what he said. 

How’s your relationship between yourself and your parents?
Mutually repectful, and we don’t talk about anything important. 

Could you cry right now?
uh… i’m in a decent mood, so no. 

Have you ever been completely alone with a boy in his room?
too many times, too many boys. 

Is the last person you kissed black?
nope 

How late were you up last night?
uhh… 2ish, i think. maybe not quite that late. 

Are you taller than 5 foot 7 inches?
Shorter than that by 1 inch 

What’s the last thing you looked up on google?
how to find the volume of a sphere to help my sister with her homework 

Are you happier now or three months ago?
Now. 

Do you get attached to people easily?
oh yes. people, thoughts, ideas, items…. 

If you could erase someone from your life who would it be and why?
hmmmm… i can’t say there is anyone i’d really like to fully erase, i can’t muster up enough hatred towards any one person to want to completely erase them. 

Last person you had a serious conversation with?
Katrina, we talked families and siblings and scenework 

Be honest, do you miss anyone?
always 

Where do you wish you could hop on a plane and vacation to right now?
Florida. I miss the place and the people and the sights and the smells and the weather. 

Is there anyone you cannot go a day without thinking about?
sure.  

Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 72 hours?
I’m in the theatre department at my school. I’ve hugged NUMEROUS people in the last 72 hours. I love it. 

Are you forgiving?
Yes. At least, i try to be. 

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
I look like a hobo, but i looked like this all damn day, so sure. 

Name something you cannot wait for?
I’m looking forward to the potential of Friday night, and to dressing up for Work on Saturday night. 

Did you get to sleep in today?
Wednesday = 8:30am dance class. No sleeping in for me 

Are you a naturally happy person?
generally 

Is there one person that you don’t want ever to leave your life?
There’s several of those people. 

Did you accept or deny your last friend request?
arew we talking Facebook? Accept i’m sure. 

Current problem?
This damn survey. I can’t resist them. I should be reading for school. Or picking audition material. 

How’s your heart?
I hate this question in surveys. I’m going to pretend it’s not here. 

Tell me about your ex:
Oh, james. I wouldnt know where to start. I hope Texas is working out better for him than it was. I also hope he stays there and doesnt come home, for both selfless and selfish reasons. 

Could you stay in the same relationship for over a year?
Its only happened once, but It it wasnt that hard, even considering it was Long Distance the entire time. 

Do you know who you’ll kiss next?
If Friday night works out the way I’d like it to, yes. 

Ever kissed brown hair, brown eyes person?
Uh…. yes? IDK, my kiss list is LONG, chances are there’s at least one brown-eyed brunette in there. 

What color shirt were you wearing when you had your last kiss?
uhm…. is it bad that i don’t remember? a black tank top i think, with a purple cardigan mabye? 

Going out this weekend?
This is yet to be determined 

Are you tired?
Yeah, ish. I napped, which does not help matters much. 

Are you tan?
Not since I moved back to Utah. 

Is there anyone on your mind right now that shouldn’t be?
Meh. Some would say maybe he shouldnt be, but whatever.  

What woke you up this morning?
Mom, after my alarms were all snoozed out. 

Are you wearing anything that belongs to someone else?
uh…. no. 

Do you miss the way things used to be?
When? Sometimes. But things are okay now. 

Have you met anyone in the last year who turned out to be amazing?
Lord Yes. 

Is any part of you sad at all?
I’m always a bit melancholy 

Anything happen to you within the past month that has made you really angry?
My ex pissed me off pretty intensely earlier this month. But Its all good now. 

Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
Yes. I’m still not opposed to it. 

Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
Doubt it. I’m not really looking for anything commited 

Did you have any unread text messages when you woke up today?
I dont remember. This morning was a long time ago 

Do you want to see somebody right now?
hmmm. ha. Yes. 

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
Future. ALOT 

Do you laugh a lot?
Yes. Laughter is your body’s built in medicine source.  

Would you rather have big or small dogs?
My dog now is PERFECT. Not too big, but not small either. 40 lbs of solid muscle, he’s a beast. :D

Are you a patient person?
When i absolutely have to be. 

What would your best friend say if you called them a bitch or asshole?
They’d know they deserved it. 

Do you think you’ve changed over the past year?
Its literally impossible for anyone to be exactly the same after a full year of experience. 

Are you in the middle of texting someone?
Nope. 

Have you ever kissed someone who smokes?
I love kissing Marlboro Light and American Spirit smokers. Yummy. 

Is there a guy who knows everything or almost everything about you?
Misa, Matt…. basically my gays. 

Have you ever went back to an ex, only to be hurt all over again?
Welcome to the story of Maggie and James 

Is there something that happened in your past you hate talking about?
I have a hard time really talking about the Mike thing. 

Has anybody ever told you that you talk too fast?
Not recently. 

i had such a productive day at school. 

and then i was productive after school and went to find shorts for my halloween costume that only cost me $2.10. :D

and then…. i came home, and fell asleep, and then ate dinner, and have been sitting on my couch sorta doing one assignment for like two hours, and i just remembered i have like… two chapters i have to have read by tomorrow morning, and that voice lessons are tomorrow and I didnt really practice this week, AND that i was going to pick my audition pieces before voice lessons…..

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sometimes procrastination can work in your favor, like, the pressure can turn your project into a diamond that much faster.

this time? not so much.